maybe the truth about ex's
so tonite i have been thinking about ex's, mine to be accurate. maybe the truth is once you end love end a relationship, no matter how much in love you were/are you can never go back! because forever you and them will know how much hurt and pain was in your heart when you were apart... how much hate! is it true that u will still and always love them, maybe, but you can never ever regain that same love you once had. the pureness of it is gone forever. the way you felt is gone forever...and u move on. move on to other boys other girls...trying to make that connection again.... YOU NEED TO MOVE ON because thats what they want... and if you love something you must let it run free.
tonight the love of my life told me to stop, stop wanting to talk to him. stop trying. And let me tell u how i cried... i cried hard. i wanted to die... and my mind raced to thoughts when times were good and i felt loved. how he use to treat me like no one else had treated me before, when it occurred to me. he didnt love me anymore. didnt care if i was hurting without him. he only cared about his own happiness. so how could he have ever loved me truly? Out of breath I sobbed in front of my friend tiff and told her i was lost and confused. I just didn't understand how he could have been the love of my life and i meant nothing to him but sorrow.
maybe the truth about ex's is that they are ex's for a reason, if u were meant to be you would have been. maybe you just have to keep moving on. living life.